Archive for May, 2007

Mother’s Day

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For the first time there were three moms to celebrate Mother’s Day this year.. what a blessing it was. I know I have not always been the ideal daughter but I pray daily that I may do my best. I may have also not been an ideal daughter-in-law but I do try really hard.

I am still in the process of being a good mom. Sometimes I wish I could see me through my sons eyes; how would I look? I want to be the kind of mom that touches the heart of her children everyday – in a memory, a word, a song, a thought, a teaching, a prayer. I want to be able to let go of them when the time is right and be assured that they will walk the straight and narrow, climb the hills and fulfill their dreams. Today and everyday of my life I want to sing them this song by Erin O’Donnell:

You’re a little piece of heaven
You’re a golden ray of light
Ad I wish I could protect you
From the worries of this life
But if there’s one thing I could tell you
It’s no matter what you do
Hold to Jesus, He’s holding on to you

The world will try to tell you
That might is more than right
That beauty’s on the outside
And being good’s a losing fight
But remember what I’ve told you
Because the world will make you choose
Hold to Jesus
He’s holding on to you

Hold on to Jesus
Cling to His love
Rest deep in His mercy
Whenever things get rough
Don’t lose sight of His goodness
And don’t ever doubt this truth
That when you hold on to Jesus
He’s holding on to you

Hear me dear Jesus
Rock this little one to sleep
Keep her close when she’s scared
And give them grace when they are weak
I know they’ll stumble
But I know they’ll make it through
If you hold to them just like
You said You’d do
Hold them Jesus
And they’ll hold on tight to You

Fill my cup….

oh.. this song is just so “me” (you know.. the empty feeling and all..) and yet it is so uplifting; before I know it it I am tapping my feet and singing along. In my mind I see myself near a stream and then I see the illuminated face of the Lord smiling ever so gently to me.. oh makes me want to run over and throw myself in His arms. Here are the lyrics for this wonderful song by the Paul Colman Trio:

Fill my cup to the top with running water
Call me out and show me how
I called on you lately come on and rescue me
I feel like a calendar from another year
This barren ground these bones are dry and ready
I break bread and wine but still I’m feeling empty

Sick of this sea-saw of going up and down
I see the rescue but would I rather drown?
Love is a lesson that I never learnt in school
I was sick in bed that day and so I played a fool

I feel light I could float right up to you
Like a bridge that’s connecting the water

Wholly Yours

awesome song by David Crowder Band..

I am full of earth
You are Heaven’s worth
I am stained with dirt, prone to depravity
You are everything that is bright and clean, the antonym of me
You are divinity
But a certain sign of grace is this
From the broken earth flowers
Come up pushing through the dirt

You are holy, holy, holy
All Heaven cries, holy, holy God
You are holy, holy, holy
I want to be holy like You are

You are everything that is bright and clean
And You’re covering me with Your majesty
And the truest sign of grace was this
From wounded hands redemption fell down, liberating man